Do you ever come across some situations where you feels that the person whom you thought matters most does not listen to you anymore? One minute you will be telling them about your innermost feelings and the next second they will be telling you about the new clothes they had just bought. Hence leaving you in mid air, wondering if you had really spoken out what you had said or was it just a though that went through your head that you never voice out hence they didnt happen to hear?
Do you ever have people whom you have given them nicknames and been calling them that since many moons ago and suddenly you switch to their 'new names' and even forget about the nicks that you had given them simply because they are not what they used to be anymore. They ask you to call them by their nicks but you feel more at ease at calling them by their 'new names' and you do not know how to explain to them that.
Do you ever feel tired of explaining every small little details to correct the misunderstandings as a result you gave up doing so and just mutter a 'hmm' so that it will stop their questionings and give you the peace you desire. Yet as a result you are accused of things that never even went through your head all the while just silently wishing that they should have know you better to understand that you are not like that.
Do you ever feel like saying 'lets break up' to people around you be it friends or family because you dont know how much longer you can put up with this nosense going on in your head and just want out ASAP?
Teach me how to not get affected by the little things said and done.
Teach me the ways of putting on a mask and not get tired.
Let me go if you do not care, dont pretend that i matters most when its no longer true.
I'll be happier and so will you.
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