Mountain, hill, sea.

Theres a mountain that i wish to get, but i'm afraid that it will just turn out to be a hill. As a result, i turns towards the sea.

I'm afraid to hope as i'm afraid of disappointment. Once, twice, thrice are more than enough. I learn from the past, and now i do not have room for hopes.

I'm simply afraid. Can i escape? Why does it pains again?

Maybe nothing is better than something. Because when you are expecting nothing and nothing comes, you get what you wish for. Isnt that better?

Let it be just another day. I do not want anything.