090907

2 yrs ago, on this day i told myself that i wanna get married 4 yrs later.

Before i know it, 2 yrs had past and i'm only left with 2 more yrs.

Will i, without realising it, let another 2 yrs fly by?

I told my tutee today that i wanna wed on this day in two yrs time. After knowing the reason, he told me to wait till 09/09/9999. As it seems to be more achievable.

Yest, he asked me a qn that i hasnt been asked for a long time. I was quite taken aback when he said it.

'Do you have anyone you like? Or does anyone likes you?'

I do not know how to reply. In the end i gave him the truth-est ans i cld come out with.

'I do not have anyone i like now and neither is there anyone who likes me now. But there was someone i liked and i was liked by someone last time.'

This used to be a qn that was often asked in sec sch, by me or to me. But now, it just doesnt matter as much as before. Because r/s are now so much different than before.

Last time, all it takes is i like you and you like me. But now, a guy and ger sits down and have a long chat as to whether they shld get together. Back then, a couple wld want to spend as much time as possible with each other but now, they play mind games to make each other fall harder for themselves. At the same time, they keep a lookout for other better candidates.

Why have something so simple becomes something so complicated?

Why can't i love you because i simply do and not control myself and push me to like someone else?

I'm not feeling so good these days. Its the time of the month. So pls dun, make any small movements to disrupt my life. Because i dun noe if i can take it this time.