Spending sat @ home.

Large intake of 2nd hand smoke yest. Continuously for 2.5hrs. Went to meet my JC friends for coffee/ 5 of us r here n 3 of them were smoking. Sigh... CONTINUOUSLY. Was pretty surprise tt i cld put up w that. Guess it was also because had nt meet them for such a long time hence cldnt be bother w that smoke. Jess, Sharon, Brian n Adeline were there. Jess is still as lame. Maybe lamer than before. Brian is still e same. Sharon has quiet down. Ade, her life revolves around online game. Frm them, get to know hw some of our classmates are doing. 'They make it.' Yah.. Just 3 simple words. Good for them too. It was funny to meet up and talk bout the past like yesterday. The lift incident. Our form teacher, Mr How. Those jokers in e class. Sigh.. Those were the days. Guess no matter how much i complain bout e waste in time n hw much I hate e jc n e teachers there, there will always be some wonderful memory back there. It will never beat my sec sch times but its still something. Something tt i believe i will never get from elsewhere.

Actually its amazing how fast people can change. Guess it will never fails to surprise me. People changing is one thing, whether i can catch up w them and accept their changes is another thing. Maybe the closer u are to someone, the harder it will be for u to get used to those changes. Because if u are very close to tt someone, u have already define him/her in your memory. So when you realized tt they have change, its hard to change your definition of them in such short notice. People around you who are not as close to him/her as you were will be saying, 'Forget it. He/She had change. Not the same as before. Don't waste your time dwelling in the past.' But you will still hold on to your beliefs that someday they will turn back to the someone that you used to know so well. Honestly, thats highly impossible. Everyone wants to be happy. They need to adapt to new environments and the best way will be to change themselves to fit in. Its hard to change the environment. From here, maybe we can assume tt they will be happier with their changes. SO, the least we can do for them, is to accept them for what they have become instead of insisting that they go back to before and behave and think like how they used to. Think it might be hard in the beginning but its achievable, as long as you remind yourself that its for their best interest.

Maybe you will feel hurt that they have move on without you but guess this is life. Noone life will revolves around another. Everyone is selfish. Its always about I, I and I.

So, instead of shutting yourself in a room and crying your heart out, might as well learn to ACCEPT. Open your heart and accept.