Nt feeling too good tonite..

I have 3 fairly big and red pimples on my face. All equally spread out. I was in a bad mood last wk. Make a guess. No prizes thou.

Not feeling happy. Depressed.

Heard the dedication just now. Thanks you so much, ji shi che. It feels like he had a hard time pronouncing the names. The 'ying' sounds weird. I like the song. Brought back many memories. I can still see him strumming the guitar, singing the song, facing her. We have come a long way. Ups and downs. I'm glad we are still within reach, physically and emotionally. Nothing beats a good buddy like you! Thank you! I hope you are having a much better nite!

For the past few months, you guys may have notice that i'd been screaming 'I want out' several times. Can i? Should i?

When i'm tired and dun even want to try, can i, shld i, give up?

When i'm not happy anymore and i dread it, can i, shld i, give up?

When i know that voicing out my feelings will either be deem as being petty or be ignored and forgotten, can i, shld i, give up?

When we all know that next yr, it will be a decade, can i, shld i, give up?


I know i shld treasure what i have got. I know i will regret it once i lost it. But sometimes, it just doesnt matter anymore..