Down vs up, Good vs bad.

There is always something to prove the existence of another.

Like up and down, likes and hates, cold and hot etc..

Without the other, we will nv know what it feel like to have what we had. To treasure what we lost. To take what we gave.

For me, for now, it's work vs home.

Without this sucky job, i wont feel the relieve and joy of coming home. I wont treasure the ten mins or so on talking kok with my parents. I wont bask in the happiness of being able to leave work early at 7.30pm. Seriously. We always need to be reminded on what we have.

Now, work suck. Long story. I'm on contract and i feel that life can be better. That sucks big time. But i noe, hang in there. It will gets better, somehow, somewhere, sometime.

But i got to admit, i do have some great colleagues to make me smile when the tough sets in. I'm thankful to that. Luckily, its not 100% shitified.

Now, i'm just taking life as it is, a step at a time and seeing and listening.

Maybe, just maybe, someday i will be able to smile like this..