Back in Melb, once again.

Just came back from a roadtrip to Mornington Penisula, Wilsons Prom and Lakes Entrance(again). Was suppose to come back on fri but due to some matters that is still pissing me off, we decided to come back earlier. Fuck credibility.



I grad last sat. Still can't belive tt i'd graduated. Fear tt one day the sch wld call and tell me that they had mark one of my paper wrongly and i'd failed. But guess not.



Coming back on Christmas day.

10 simple tips for dating.

I saw this page when i sign in this morning n cldn't resist taking a read. My conclusion is, this is extremly true i guess. Small stuff like this can really make a difference.

Personally, these few might really works..

(4)Sharing a dessert. Its a good way to end a dinner with something sweet and not over indulge your waistline so sharing is the best way out. But never make a comment like 'hey, its cheaper this way ya know.' Because this is so so wrong.

(5)Tipping well shows that you are generous but dun overdo it otherwise she will feels tt u do not value your money or when you really got her and you cut down on your tipping by a great deal, she will feels cheated.

(8)Small gestures like these always impress me. I'm just saying. Be it just making an extra effort to walk over to her side to open her car door or guiding her thru large masses of walking flesh this shows that you care and is able to protect her well. But dun make a big hoohaa out of it. Do it sleek and smooth like its just second nature to you and yes man, you had just impressed a lady.

So well, hope you guys enjoy this piece of information. Practise well n u might not be alone anymore.

But note that (10) might not be applicable to most in sing as i reckon tt e lady will feels weird wearing black n lacy to dinner w e rest of e family watching. u noe wat i mean..

Back in Melb..

I miss Melbourne. Althought i was gone for only 12 days but it felt like i'd left home for a long while.. 13 more days to go before i leave melb for good. Gosh.. i wonder how it wld be den..

I realised tt i was accused. Badly accused by my best frend in sing!! But since i'm understanding n forgiving, i shall ignore it. But hey, if u had check u will realised tt its less than 12 days lor... But since i'm understanding, i understand tt u miss me hence u accused me. N since i'm forgiving, i shall forget it SOON.

NZ is pretty. The scenery is diff frm Vic. Aust is full of beautiful deep blue sea whereas NZ is full of jade green lakes, everywhere n snow capped mountains even in summer. But, i wld love to visit NZ again in winter n i wld wanna drive a caravan w a special someone so we can wake up to breataking views like this every single day.

With nite skies like these n sometimes even better..

Yes, this is Orion. Can u spot his belt, sword, arms n legs?

But think i wld only wanna visit the South Island and then to Fiji or Taihiti. Hehee.. I'm taking too much n thinking too far... But yes, NZ is a romantic place i reckon during Winter.

More to come when my mood is back. Its good to have internet oh yeah!

The songs i was addicted to during this trip. I only had radio for the last 12 days n there were long periods w no reception. So, thank you to the invention of waves.

The past few days..

Time flies. Once again i shall say that. Time really waits for no man. Suddenly realised that it had been a week since i'd finished my exams. So, three more weeks to singapore.

Had been suffering from insufficient and uncomfortable sleep since my parents came. I think there is going to be a bruise forming on my left hip soon. I could feel it as i was pulling up my jeans.

Flying to NZ tomorrow mornign for 12 days. A trip that i'd not really talk bout not because i wasn't excited but because i'm 'sian' of travelling already. Been travelling too much this year i guess but still, hope it will be fun as i will finally be travelling out of the country.

Will be bringing my lappy with me as i need to upload my picts and also to watch some drama if possible. Bringing a book with me too. Wonder how many books i will finish this time. I did 2 books during my last trip.

Shall stop here today. Needa do some stuff.

Anyway, i cut my hair and since there's no pict u shall noe hw it is. BAD.

CHeers.

My life as it is..

My parents arrived on sat night and i had been bedless since then. Noone will be able to understand my feelings for my bed. Its my comfort for two years, my hiding place, my relaxing place, my stoning place, my studying, reading place and the list go on. Its the place for my everything. I'm going to miss it so so much.

Exams are finally over yet i'm not overjoyed or watsoever. In fact, i feel tired all times and want nothing but to hide under the covers all day long while watching my drams. Temper hasn't been good recently due to iknowwhat. By right shld be able to bear with that kinda treatment but i just didn't want to take it anymore and started leashing my anger and venting all my frustration at someone.

Guess this is the period where i should lock myself up and be with noone other than alone to prevent hurting my reputation anymore. Just a small minor action can make my black face emerge. I do not know if this is for the good or bad. Maybe this indicates that i'd treated that someone as a friend hence able to show the different coulours of my complexion otherwise it shows that i'm seriously pissed off with that someone.

Just hate being taken for granted. Here i'm being nice and helping you and making time for things to work and there you are taking me for granted and not listening to the things i said. I organised my time around with the intention of doing what i shld be responsible for but there you are making me redo one thing for the past two months just because of some stupid reasons and not doing the things that you said you will do. I kept wanting to give up and just pass on all the shit to the next person in charge but this will be unfair to the next. But i'm really pissed off with the procastination and the lack in interest in everyone else. Maybe i shld do just that and throw all kinda shit to the next person and say, 'Look, dun blame me too much for doing this to you but i'd put up with it for a year and enough is enough. I quit.' Fuck. Why can't i just say that. Really feel like throwing all the stuff and leave. Will i? Dun make me. If by the end of this week and nothing had been done, i think i wll.

50 years from now...

I hope that 50 years from now,

I'll still be healthy and fit to walk endless miles

and to have someone hold my hand and walk beside me towards the setting sun.

My first 9 hours of freedom..

I had my last paper today. While studying for it yest, i was sinking deeper and deeper into depression. I had no choice but to visit youtube and watch some anime to cheer myself up every now and then. Only while doing the paper today did i start to feel happier and more relieve. With each question my smile started to come back. Not because it was easy but because it will be over soon. I kept checking my watch for 4.15pm to come. Finally it did and i didn't manage to finish the paper. But so did a lot of my friends. So, heck it la.




Anyway, after the paper, along w 2 girlies, we went to St Kilda Beach. We bought some Belgium Beer from the Beer Garden and some snacks. Yes, i'd not only started on wine but also on light beer as well as sake etc. I tried a korean beer in a korean restaurant the other time while we had korean BBQ and it was super good. I mean, i like it.






It wasn't long before i was completely relaxed and laid back literally. It was super comfortable especially for a sleep deprived personal like me. We sat there for a another hour or two while i wait for my sunset. But sadly, there wasn't any clouds in the skies hence i wasn't able to see a magnificant sunset.








The sun setting into the sea. Never will i be able to see this in Singapore. Hence, hope that this won't be my last sunset, ever.

The Sun-server.


The Sun-biter.


Thats all for now. Tired. Needa rest early as needa wake up early tmr to go somewhere...

Eat air..

a banana
+ one glass of ice coffee
+ 5 grapes tomatoes
+ half a BBQ chicken
+ 10 cherries
+ 5 strawberries
+ a glass of lemon syrupy drink
= 2kg

Oh man, i really shld start eating air.

I think, its e banana...

Anyway, the price of bananas had drop by a whopping $3!!
Currently selling for $8.88 per kg.
How interesting is life!

A tiny weeny bit of motivation..

All the while i thought that, thats all. But it was actually not. Just that i did not look hard enough. It was there all along. My tiny weeny bit of motivation. To help me thru my last huddle.

Thank you to e one who will never know!

..

No idea why, but suddenly, i felt alone.
Helpless.. Not really. Just slightly lost.
Hope tmr will be better
Turning to my blanket for comfort.