心虚还是不够在意?

Saw a friend on MSN lately. We had not been in contact for more than a while. He has been living his life and I've been living mine. I used to have feelings for him. Now, I still think of him occasionally.

Will it be weird if I suddenly msn him to chat? What will he think? That I'm weird?

Do I care too much, hence I'm 心虚 or do I not care enough to just say 'Hi, how have you been?'

What is it? Why do I not know? Which is holding me back?

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