Finally, after confessing to my parents yest, the paper is finally over. I told them that i'm going to fail the paper and I'M GOING TO. No joke.
At least its over. Now, i miss studying already. Wat bull. The paper was easier in e morning den aft lunch. Like what they always say, 'I wld have make it if i study.' Well, my reply will be, 'If you had study, you will realised how much didnt come frm wat u had study. Those who didnt study will think tt all e questions are frm the study material while those who did, will know they didn't.' So, thats all i'm gonna say. Waste money lor.. Idiot.
Now, i have so so so much things tt i wanna do. I wanna go drinking on friday nite. I wanna go swimming on my wkends (because i dun have any other free time). I wanna go shopping at the GSS which i'd missed for 3yrs. I wanna go roller blading. Damn.. Thats a lot of things to be done. But i foresee myself rotting at home aft giving tuition next wkend. I needa get a life.
During the 'studying period' which wasnt spend on studying but more on mental punishment. I didnt want to and cldnt make myself study, so i punish myself by staying home to rest. I deny myself the luxury to watch drama and i punish myself by watching tv. I have a weird way of thinking but thats my way of making myself feel less guilty for not doing the things that i shld have done. Seriously, what was i thinking of?
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