My enemy = Food!

I know everyone cares for me. And i know that i'm overdoing it at times. Maybe i express myself too overwhelmingly hence giving the wrong indication. But that doesn't means that everytime anyone sees something that is edible, they should think of me. I mean, YT is not equal to food. So, stop telling me where and where has good coffee, tea, beef noodles, desserts, cakes, chay queu tiao, BBQ chicken, stingray and the list can go on and on.. Also, dun ask me if i'm interested in going for sashimi buffet, 6 course lunch + wine that cost only $30 because i definitely will be but i can't.

Reason is simple because I AM TRYING TO LOSE WEIGHT by eating less. So i hope that everyone and anyone can coorperate with me by STOP informing me where and where has good eating places. Because i want to lose weight before CNY.

And also, if you are my friend, DON'T say sweet nothings like 'Over your dead body' or 'Hahaha.. You will never be able to do it' and instead encouraging statements such as 'Yes. We have faith in you. You can do it.' will be gladly welcome.

And, stop shaking your head. Because, i can do it. Oneday.

At 4 in the morning..

I cldn't sleep. Once again. It happened yesterday too. Must be that iced teh tarik that i had. Shld stop myself from torturing myself anymore. Because i'm really sleepy. To the point where i fall asleep on the train. I never like to sleep on moving vehicles because of the limited space and because you never know when the driver will pull an emergency brake. But i fall asleep on the train today. I was that tired. But nw, i cant sleep. I toss and turn for an hour or so yet no sigh of Mr Dustman cld be spotted. I gave up and went to watch some perverted cop show which they were showing on TV. It didn't catch my attention for long. Hence here i am, online. But everyone else is sleeping. No one to entertain me. I have to entertain myself. I want to sleep.

Saw this old friend on the train just now. He was already in the train when we got on. Hence he made his way towards us. Guess it is true that glaring can burn a hole in your back. Because i cld feel several pairs of eyes looking at the 2 girls who had just got on and is talking to him. The eyes belongs to his friends. Girls to be exact. He's a ladies man, we all know. But today, i could feel his power, thru the glaring presence that i felt. I told my friend, 'One day we can get killed without even knowing why. Just because we talked to him.' Maybe to protect myself, i should pretend that we are strangers, just to save this small life of mine.

So...

Friends, what are they?

To offer help when asked? Or, to know that you need help without having to ask and to help without offering and sometimes without you knowing.

I met a women who makes me respect her. Who reminds me that the world is not as cold as it is. That there are understanding people around. I think she makes a good friend to others and a perfect mum to her children. She is the mum of one of my tuition kids. I think she is damn POWERFUL!

Some fortune telling thing using chinese name

The link is here: 中华周易网取名算命

命书如下(仅供参考)：

不须劳碌过平生，独自成家福不轻；

早有福星常照命，任君行去百般成。

说明：　　
此命为人品性刚直， 做事公开， 有才能，有机变。不管休息， 六亲兄弟不得力，祖业无靠， 白手成家立业，末运多驳杂， 不能聚财， 好一双抓钱手，没有一个聚钱斗，此命蜘蛛， 结网朝圆夜不圆，做几翻败几翻，只能稳步成家计， 谁知又被狂风吹，初限二十三，似明月被云侵，三十开外恰似日头重升，二子送终寿元五十七岁，过此八十八， 卒于秋天之中。　


基本性格：　　

性情文雅，彬彬有礼，漫不经心且可爱迷人。但这并不是一个时期事事处处都能随和通融的人。他的命运取决于他周围的人，尤其取决于他兴趣的投向。因为他的一切几乎全受感情的支配，而他自己从来不独创什么。美的鉴赏力和艺术才华都很强，但需要有好的火星与金星或火星与太阳方位，或者他的生辰星位是处在一个较强的星座中，这样才会使他的艺术才能真正发挥出来。成功的婚姻是他幸福的基石。　　

他的动力：结合

性格、情感和爱情生活：　　

爱情是她生活中至关重要的大事，她颇有惹人注目的魅力。　　

性格脆弱而温柔，容易相处。有些自我陶醉。生活上她完全依靠她的丈夫，希望他能承担生活中的一切责任。当她独自一人的时候，她会感到茫然若失。通常这种情况不会持续很久，她就会找到体贴、关心自己的知已或好朋友。　　

生活中她需要快乐的情绪，她需要广泛地惹人注目。她优雅的风姿会触动人们的心弦，使人们对她产生深情和好感。这是一个理想的家庭主妇，她能缓冲和调解任何矛盾与纠纷，给家庭生活带来欢乐和平静。但必须不断升华对她的感情，对她关怀备至、体贴入微，不辜负她的情意，才能牢牢地拥有她。还要用永恒的温情去滋润她那颗爱的心灵。　　

如果她不是为了爱情而生存，那么她就会为艺术而献身。艺术会成为她理想的职业，并能使她施展自己的全部才华。不过，要想取得成就，她必须克服闲情逸志的惯性。因为说到底她喜欢“泛”而不喜欢“专”。　　

她的风采和魅力会唤起生辰星位在白羊座的男性的爱的激情。只要他们彼此倾心相与，他们的结合会是幸福的。　　双子座的男性会对她产生好感。他妙趣横生，海阔天空和富有超级幻想色彩的谈吐会把她带入一个梦寐以求的境界。　　她对能充分理解她的宝瓶座的男性会产生真挚的感情和爱的壮举。

And the worst part is:

测测你上辈子是什么人:
根据你的公元出生年月日，经过电脑计算，结果为6, 表示你上辈子是非人类

I wasn't human... I dun noe to cry or to laugh..

(Anyone wanna do a translation for me??)

Another wk..

I'm bored. I need to leave the house otherwise i will never get anything done and this gonna be bad. I want to go swimming and studying but my lappy has such a powerful hold over me that i can't be more than 10meters from it. I need to find a job asap. Sigh.. I need to stop being lazy.

Suddenly remember a pict i took when i was in Queensland on a ship. Someone told me to upload some picts to entertain her while she's working and i think she was thinking of picts like this. But i only have one, so pls make do and try not to get too excited in the office. Maybe it won't even get any effects on you since you have seen more..

Almost a mth soon..

Slowly adjusting to the pace of life here. While, not completely since i'm still lacking a job.

But i'm adapting to my friends' working lives. I often have to spend my weekdays alone sometimes with tuitions in the evening.

But come friday nite, its time to party. Its like all the ghosts are being let out after being lock for ages. Everyone is only free on weekends, no. Some from friday nites.

I can't imagine hw i wld become once i start working. Will i be like them. Guess not. Because once i'm out, i will most properly be looking for good food.

Yah, i think i'll be like that.

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'theroom' is nearly complete. Lacking a few shelfs here and there and still poundering if i shld get a table to sudy but i reckon tt it will end up with all my bags and purchases and no books at all.

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My digi camera is coming back tmr. Hope it will still looks the same and functions the same as well. Otherwise somebody's car is gonna get it frm me. An eye for an eye. A car for a camera. What a good deal.

When desires break free.

There was a desire inside me that wants to break free. The cravings got worst last night when i reached home. Everything was under control when i was occupied with something else for example giving tuition, chating on the phone and taking the bus home. But once i settled into my brother's high back study chair in a room with a temperature of 24 degree celcius and some entertainment playing on my laptop, the cravings emerge. Like a roaring fire, about to burn me alive.

I tried to contain the fire burning within me but to no sucess. In the end i admit defeat. I went around frm one window to another asking ppl where i can get those BBQ chicken wings that i so crave for but received limited replies. Reason was, nobody knows.

Doesn't anyone here eat BBQ chicken wings? Wdls is not a small tiny suburb with only one shop selling milk and a post office. NO! No! No! Wdls has so many eating places yet non of the woodlanders cld offer me a place that sell BBQ chicken wings.. Gosh.. I think we need more food stores here. Esp those selling BBQ chicken wings.

In the end, there were two suggestions. One was at 888 and the other at 302. Of course i went to the one nearest me with my chicken eater. But as i reach the place, i saw smoke rising from the BBQ pit. They are washing the pit already. Argg.. I stared at the fried chicken wings and pounder hard. Shld i settle on something less fullfilling? In the end, chicken eater drag me away from the store, tempting me to wait till saturday. I went home feeling depress and almost burst into tears because at that time KFC had closed and i can't have my chessy fries.

I ransack the fridge and only a tub of kimchi and a half pack of Cadbury's mini eggs were able to catch my interest. I'd no other choices but to settle on them. Not long after, my dad called. They are on their way home and i complaint on my misery. They drove to 768 and bought back wu xiang. Now, thats a better substitube than the other two. So i went to bed feeling contended but not satisfied. All i need now is BBQ chicken wings.

The thing bout me..

The thing bout me is.. i like to eat. But another thing about me is.. i'm very forgetful.

Many times, i wld end up at somewhere which i'd been before and wondering which dish i'd enjoyed the last time i came and which not. While in Aust, there is ET to remind me. Sometimes, no, most times she wld remind me which food i'd tried and like and what not.

I guess its time that i start remembering things like these myself. Because you do not noe when will you lose your personal eating guide book.

And most importantly, i like GOODFOOD.

Hot..

I went some place just now and i saw this person who dance damn ermmm.. he's nt the best nor the most sexy but just caught my attention and i cld spend the whole nite staring at him. He's hot.

But not as hot as RAIN.

Rain is super burning HOT!

My first..

I was bored.

It was raining.

I need to do something to brighten my day.

I went online and bought my first item.

Ok, i do not consider purchasing air ticks or booking hotels and car rental a kind of online shopping. Dun ask me why. I do not consider making payment for grad gown rental a kinda online shopping. So, basically, this is my first time doing shopping online.

So, what did i buy?

A music book. Haha.. It cost only $10 inclusive of shipping since its a sing coy. So, i figured, why not. Wonder when will it reach me. Hope i wont be addicted to online shopping. But i think i will still prefer shopping in shops and trying out stuff anytime.

What else shld i buy??? Can i order food online?? hahaha.. Shit.. Talk bout losing weight..

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Might as well upload some picts since i'm so bored...

Listen to this song as u scroll down if u want :

Our New Year Eve RSS Gathering 2006.

The workers that night.

2 super AC babes...

3 gals, yong hui and yong hui's bestest friend.

Chocolates anyone??

The secondary gang...

Dinner with Cherly before she left for HK..

While waiting for table outside a korean restaurant at Chinatown. All i can say is, the feeling is not there.

Our MOTN (mother of the night). The only sane person who ACTS her age. The only male in our coy and he's 6 yrs younger. What were we thinking of??

The couple of the century. Another older-woman-younger-man couple.

Korean beer is good. eh.. the veggis too.

While waiting for bus to bring us to the Jewel Box at Mount Faber. 4 dead animals.

The mini eyes pair.

Normal humans.

Note his eyes before our drinks arrive.

Note his eyes when the drinks are here. And he says that he dun drink. Wat bullshit..

Girl, if u happens to see this, dun forget our promise hor. Either 3kg or 1 mth no shopping. hahaha.. cant wait for u to be back soon. Have fun n eat more hor!!

Just another boring day hence the boring entry..

Been back for 2 wks yet nothing had been accomplished. Manage to obtain 2 tution kids thus far due to friends. But still need to find a job. Once aft my room is furnished. Hope i can get a job before CNY otherwise relatives and friends will defintely keep asking the same question and making the same remarks. I wanna do things at my own pace. Now den i realised the meaning of complete freedom. That is not having to care for anyone.

In my bro's room at the moment and there's ants in his room. I can assured you that he will definetely shift the blame on me, for eating in his room which i didnt and he will ignored and carry on thinking that he's right. Irritating.

Learn a new word yesterday while teaching my sec 4 e-maths kid. He ask me what is mensuration and at first i thought it was just a printing error but can't be so for every page for that chapter. I told him to look it up in dictionary.com as we can't find the word in the dictionary. So, today i found it in dictionary.com. The word means the act or process of measuring.

So, why can't they just use measuration? Den i type in the word and realised that there is no such word call measuration. Now, i learn something new. So, it's measure, measuring and mensuration. Pronouced as men-su-ration. Not that bad. But i need to revise on my e-maths, forgotten how to plot the cumulative frequency curve. As in when to use what values for the x-axis. Because sometimes the examples use the upper limit boundaries whereas sometimes they use other values. Need to find out more later. Gonna go to Popular bookstore.

Found it. Cumulative frequencies curve. Now i funally understand why. Always always use the upper class boundary.

Kill Kill Kill

Have you ever felt like strangling someone with your bare hands or using a chopper to chop that person's head off but you cant because he happens to have e same surname as you and worst still, stay under the same roof.

Have you ever have someone who is so lazy to the point that you just felt like slapping him till he's disfigured.

You know, i do know of this someone who can make me a murderer and yet i will never regret this path i'd choosen. Because this someone is so irritatingly annoying and who deserves a kick in the butt everytime i sees him.

He cares for noone and think of himself as everything. He wants the best yet is unwilling to work for his worth. He makes decisions on his own without consulting anyone even though they r decisions that will affect everyone. Such a selfish good for nothing who doesn't know whats best.

Dun be surprise if u see my pict on the front page tmr. I'm born to kill.

Some picts..

Think this is the first time i took so long to uplaod some picts. Guess the first pict in this batch of photos was in my camera for more than 2 weeks. wow.. Yanting had been real lazy. But well, late better than never. So, here come the picts tt everyone had been waiting for....

Christmas Day 2006, my arrival at Changi Airport.


Then along w 2 khakis, we went to 'kuai fang' at Fragrance Hotel near PS. The room is small yet clean and the bed wasn't too bad. We three reach the hotel at 3am after supper-ing at Esplanade (my stingray..) after watching a supper waste time, money n sleep show. Dun ask me bout it, i will explode. We were all exhausted and fall asleep immediately after bathing till 9 plus.

The hotel shld consider employing her to advertise..

Jul pointing at my spot..

Mirror Image of the scandalous trio..

Today, 4th of Jan, together w 3 10 yrs old friends, we went to Sakae Bishan for a delightful dinner. It had been such a long time since we behave like this and a long long time since i laugh till my stomach ache and tears form in my eyes. But this is to be expected when u go out with ppl who make time stands still and ten years ago seems to be just yesterday.

You know, i know, we all know that only one person looks happy here. Notice the 'weird' look the person w golden hair is giving.. The poor fellow..

With the cake but unfortunately half of the head of one of us were blocked. But well, life goes on.. n furthermore, who cares...

My ma aka moo. Her's birthday celebration though her birthday wasn't today. But just wanna celebrate it today. After cutting the cake, we realised that she dun really like chocolate cake. But the buyers aka golden hair n me loves chocolate cake. So thats why..

Make a wish, make a wish. May all her wishes come true.. (world peace?!?)

Hope days like these will never stop. When time stood still.

Early early morning..

Woke up early today but actually it wasn't that early. Going to IMM later to buy my furniture. Finally decided to settle on something. Getting a walnut colour wardrobe and bed first.. Will get the rest later. Wait till i'd settle in den decides which is more imp for me. Hee... I hate making decision for myself. But cant drag anymore. I've stuff to do..

So early in the morning where some ppl are still sleeping whereas a lot of ppl are already working but my mind is still not fully awake. A lot of thoughts recently but can't get them out. Thinking bout the same things over n over again. But things that are pointless in thinking about. So it's just a waste of time brooding over them. Needa move on..

I want my life back!

Happy 2007.

May this be a year of forgiving and forgetting.

A year of blessings and weddings.

A year where there is no droughts nor floods, haze and forest fires.

A year where all bad news stop and good news are unstoppable.

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Finally manage to go online. All thanks to Mr Peng who spend 20 mins teaching me hw to switch on the moderm and the black box. Otherwise, i wld still be sulking in my room and thinking hw i rather be somewhere else.

So, gratitude from the bottom of my heart.

New Year Resolutions

I'd heard quite a few NYR so far. Some had me burst out laughing while some left me in shock. But here and there they are roughly the same. So, here are mine, once agian, similar to some difference to others.

1) LOSE WEIGHT (I'd heard enough comments from anyone and everyone bout hw great a life i had in Aust. Or hw cheap meat n milk is down under. Enough is enough!)
2) Get a job n earn some money. I need to find my direction in life!!
3) Try not to feel so stress when mi frends n i are talking bout BGR. What will come will come.

Time flies, till this date, i still have people asking me when i will fly off. How i wish i have a date to give them. Instead i have to say, 'I'd grad. Wont be flying off for the next few mths, at least.' Felt a bit bu se de but thats it. Got to carry on w life and welcome whatever comes my way.

Sigh.. Feels kinda lonely now. Need to spend more time in my room to get rid of the unwanted-dust-collectors. Look for furnitures and repaint my room. Hope i can get everything done by the end of the week. Ok, that shall be my short term goal for now.

Going off nw. A bit tired. Played majong yest nite so slept for 5hrs only. Nt enough. Shall sleep nw.