Went to the temple this noon to pray for better work and money luck. Came home and told mum.
She asked 'that's all?'
I asked 'what else shld I ask for?'
She said 'ask for a bf lar'
I said 'I'm too stress over money issues to want a bf now. All I want is to know how to make more money.'
Why? Why have I become like this?
I would have quitted my job already if not for money.
I would be touring the world if not for money.
I would be doing the things I enjoy if not for money.
This was not how I see myself to be when I was younger.
When will I 放得下,看得开?
It's not easy. And I know its not impossibly hard. I just need to have the courage. Or just pure desperate-ness.
Save me, lead me out of this black box.
She asked 'that's all?'
I asked 'what else shld I ask for?'
She said 'ask for a bf lar'
I said 'I'm too stress over money issues to want a bf now. All I want is to know how to make more money.'
Why? Why have I become like this?
I would have quitted my job already if not for money.
I would be touring the world if not for money.
I would be doing the things I enjoy if not for money.
This was not how I see myself to be when I was younger.
When will I 放得下,看得开?
It's not easy. And I know its not impossibly hard. I just need to have the courage. Or just pure desperate-ness.
Save me, lead me out of this black box.
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