tis wkend..

whew... e wkend is again over.. yeah!! its another monday tmr!! den it will be tuesday and before i know it, it will be friday!! And the WEEKEND will be here again!!!

This wkend, i was home since the morning swim yest. I cant remember when was the last time i stayed home for 2 consecutive days. I guess it must be mths and mths ago.. All thanks to my tuitions hence i'm wondering if i shld carry on next yr. I shall see how den. No use worrying bout it now..

I finally take my afternoon nap yest. But it wasnt a good one. As in, i wast in deep deep slumper. I felt like i was mentally awake, just physically asleep. So it wasnt a good one, but at least it is 1!

For those who know me well enough, you will know tt i'm nt a fruit products person. I dun like fruit cake esp blackforest cake, i dun like fruit ice-cream etc. I'm fine w fruit juices thou. But yest, i baked an apple pie. with my mum. It wasnt too bad. Not too sweet yet not too bland. A bit sourish which i like. N most importantly, it wasnt burnt. hehe..

Oneday, someday, i want to bake a durian cake. Seriously.

I reckon ppl change. Even their taste buds. So, dun assume that if i dislike it 10 yrs ago, i will still hate it. Likewise, what i liked 10 yrs ago, might not suit my taste now. Just remember, the only constant is change.

Finally, i converted all my NZ picts to jpg format and chosen some to upload in facebook. Nothing fantastic. Just that the skies are bluer, the lake are greener and the flowers are prettier. During my first few days, i wasnt in the mood to take picts. Dun ask me why. I just felt that there will be prettier sights to come. Hence i slack and lag. Till i gt an internet connection at a motel one nite. YH asked on the picts i'd took and i realised that there wasnt even 1 that is worth mentioning. That was what woke me up. The next day, i started shooting. I spend more time looking around, trying to find a different way to snap the place. But sadly, my creativity level was at its all time low. Everything i see, i could not think of another way to shoot other than how it look in the website. So, my best was to ensure that its taken at the right exposure, the image is clearly captured. Thats thats.

This morning, i woke up, gave Darcy a bath. Tidy my wardrobe (took me frm 3pm till 7pm!! Gosh!!) and my room. Finally removed my photo albums from the top shelf!! Dun want to wait till the whole shelf falls den i start to regret. =D

I flipped through the albums. My pri sch mates, sec sch mates, jc mates, trinity mates, Sarawak trip, Hawaii trip, Melacca Trip, Cambodia trip, Thailand trip, my first yr in Melb, those road trips. Bittersweet feelings. Bittersweet memories.

How i wish i could turn back time. To undo the things that i regreted doing ages ago. If only i can. But that is 'If only'. We are living in the present. Looking at our future. Thinking of our past is good enough.

Be thankful of what you have got. Be thankful of what you are having. Just be thankful.

I wonder how those ppl whom at one point in time were close enough to take picts together are doing now. There are many namless faces. Some whom even spend a nite at my place, some whom we spend several nights together. Now, i cant even remember their names. This is sad. Guess they are the passerbys in my life. Whereas those whose face keep appearing and appearing and appearing as i flip from the first to the last page, they are those who are here to stay. And honestly, i'm GLAD. =D

Now, while waiting for my face mask to work its magic i'm here telling everyone how efficient i was for the last two days.

Yanting, wake up pls. Dun live life like this anymore. U need to stop slacking and start planning for the future. Esp financially. U r 26 olredi! No more time to waste if you want what you want! WAKE UP! Stop nua-ing.