Being able to feel him at your feet. Using you as a back support somehow.
Sunday, February 07, 2016
Sunday, January 24, 2016
Monday, January 11, 2016
=)
Was walking home after tuition this afternoon and it was drizzling. I was hoping that water will not seep into my cheap pair of faux leather loafers. A young lady from SAS walked towards me, drenched, and she smiled. A genuine smile.
How i missed receiving smiles from strangers.
Walked Darcy at quarter to ten and a young lady, say mid to late twenties was walking towards Darcy and me. Dressed like she just returned from a long day of office work and her face confirmed my doubts. It was black, as black as the dress suit she was wearing. I hope she has a better day tomorrow, at work.
That was me, many months ago. With anger in my eyes, all ready to chew off the head of the next person who looks at me.
Im still glad of my decision. Hope this will last. Hope i will last, on receiving 40% of my last drawn.
-The little things in life-
Tuesday, December 15, 2015
4 mths approaching
It is almost 4mths since i was last employed.
Apart frm spending a week in Indonesia, 3 weeks in Australia, i had been spending a lot of time with my parents and Darcy.
Dad hasnt make much noise about me not working yet and mum has been showing more and more concern lately.
Am i ready to step back into the workforce? And the doubt of will anyone wants me?
Am i suited for the life of a self-employed? And the ability to increase my portfolio?
The monthly paycheck is very tempting but so is the time for myself, my parents and Darcy.
Honestly, i am glad that i am able to spend more time with pa&ma especially during this period where its good to have someone at home. But sometimes the restrictions i set on my expenses are kinda killing me. I want to be able to pay for their taxi rides, nice meals, better quality health products without thinking twice on the price. Its hard. I feel like im back to the UBS days, even then i had more money to play with and things werent so expensive back then.
Trying to tell myself that tmr will be better. Yah right, when im not doing anything today, how will tmr be better?
Friday, November 27, 2015
Saturday, October 17, 2015
Sunday, October 04, 2015
Tuesday, September 22, 2015
Saturday, September 19, 2015
Where am i now...
It has been 3 weeks and im not sure what have i been doing and why am i feeling so tired.
I just want to sleep and stop thinking..
Tuesday, September 15, 2015
Darcy's KPI
When awarded a milk bone for no particular reason.
Find a corner, dig an imaginery hole and push imaginery soil to cover it.
Walk 1meter away and stand guard there while trying to give a 此地无银三百俩 look.
Pick up the bone 1min later and find another spot.
Repeat it thrice.
Devour the milk bone.