平安夜

很不安

I'm all ready for u!

Last few days were spent feeling angry with the whole world and complaining about anything and everything. Nothing seems to go well and I don't feel like doing anything. Finally understand why.

Prelude to the time of the month.

Woke up at 4 am these few days worrying about dad and finance seems like the bills can't stop coming in. This morning, after some careful calculations, I realized that I shouldn't be worrying so much. Come what may. Just control my spending.

Again, Prelude to the time of the month.

YOU HORRIBLE BASTARD! How can you make me feel so horrible about myself!

Just bring it on you bitch!

A walk in the secret garden

When things are just not going the way you like it to and the many things that drain too much energy away leaving you down and negative and feeling alone.

Thinking that ending will be an easier way out but with no courage to go through.

No solution, no answer, no deadline.

A bottle of wine to numb the senses and praying that it will get better tomorrow.

Unable to disappear, too many concerns too much responsibilities.

Sleep. Forever.

一个人

我
想
跑
路
。

Made for the job.

Took uber and driver assume I'm a tuition teacher because I look like one.

Really?!

Manja boy v1.1

How to not love someone like him so much when he is so adorably lovely! ❤

Manja boy

=D

Liddat also can ❤

Bad with names

Im bad with names. Not just at remembering them but equally bad at pronouncing them.

Kesarah became Key-sarah (shld be 科-sarah)

Nigel became 你-教 (shld be 奶-ger)

Im sure that there will be lots more to come.

Relief teaching 101

First impression matters.

Do not smile, do not look friendly. Give your best RBF.

The end.

Resolutions 2017

Dear Miss Yen as at end 2017,

When you read this, i hope i am gone and you are doing a better job being me and being yourself.

I hope that you have went for/ going for/ enjoying the long awaited winter holiday.

I hope that your bank account will not be any worrying factor as at end 2017 unlike at end 2016 when you can only go window shopping. Have your bought that pair of earrings that you wanted yet?

I hope that your weight loss (if any) is permanent and not technology lies. Did you manage to exercise twice a week as i planned to?

At this point of time - after sending off half your students, it is normal to start feeling stress out and worrying about 'bringing food home' for the next few months. Do not be discouraged, instead take time out and spend it with friends that you have not been meeting due to the 'working weekends'.

Have you went on a trip with the parents yet? You have been planning one for ages and its time to execute one this year.

Lastly, how about the land travel that you have been researching since CS days? When will you be going? Remember, it is not about the destination, the journey matter more.

Darcy has been on e-coller for the major part of the year. Is the itch at his hind paw better? He has been sleeping more and more in 2016, i reckon its more due to boredom than tiredness. Does he still love Bishan Park as much? Or just being out of the house enjoying the breeze downstairs while people watching?

Remember, he only has you. Spend more time with him, bring him out for more walks and brush his teeth often.

Take care and be a better one.

Best Regards
Miss Yen from 2016

Happy to have you, by my side.

Just another day..

Was feeling dishearted/dejected/discouraged upon receiving news that one of the students wanted to terminate/sack/retrench me. Was walking over to receive my last payment and the moment i reach their lift landing i was greeted by..

Instantly reminded that there is sunshine after the rain..

Fight on!!

Always by my side.. can you stay?

My deeeepest sympathy..

This evening, with an hour to spare i alighted at wdls station to look for food at cwp. It was crowded as it was near 7pm. While thinking of possible no-fat dinner and walking, a lady cuts into my path (which is normal as it was havoc at the entrance). She was so near that my left foot stepped on her left foot. To be exact, its the side of her left shoe. Somehow her shoe almost fall off. To which she glare at me. As in seriously glare at me while walking the next 5 steps away.

My first reaction was to apologise but upon seeing how she GLARED at me like i had just slap her many times i stopped at 'Sor' and just looked back at her. 

My first thought of her was 'stupid kid'.
Then i saw her LV bag and her work wear and i realised that this is no kid but a working adult.

All i can say is..

MY DEEEEEPEST CONDOLENCES to you who is still working and had such a shitty day that you need to vent your anger on a complete stranger who accidentedly stepped on your jelly shoes while YOU crossed into her path.

P.S Recommend you to get a better pair of walking shoes as this felt non-existing when stepped on and also fell off your feet easily. Lastly, tomorrow is another day, have a great day, at work/shit hole!

Contented

I guess i can say that this is one of the best birthday ever. From 1 sat before to 5mins before to the actual day itself. Cant ask for anything more... Except maybe just a little bit more time to meet up with some other oldies..

Really really thankful to have known u all frm RSS - where it all happened and always giving our best and more!!

Happy 8th anniversary Darcy!

Without you, i wont be who i am today. Thanks for always being here.

A 14yo tudent said

Boy: Maybe i should become a tutor like you.

Me: Why?

Boy: So i can go around torturing all the kids. It seems like you are having so much fun..

Me: Well.. im honoured to be an inspiration to you...😧

Well, done! Finally♡

Started 16th Dec 2010

Completed 15th July 2016 (with neck & back ache after working on it for a week)

Now i can go travelling... or shopping for a new jig saw!!

Enjoying..

□Walking up to no alarms on Weekdays (but not for weekends 😕)

□Having breakfast

□Wearing shorts and T-shirt to work

Need to adjust...
■Waking up before 9am (healthier lifestyle) and taking early afternoon naps

■Have my coffee while watching some news instead of korean cooking shows

■Get more shorts and longer ones

■Cycle more to save on bus fares and time.