When things are just not going the way you like it to and the many things that drain too much energy away leaving you down and negative and feeling alone.
Thinking that ending will be an easier way out but with no courage to go through.
No solution, no answer, no deadline.
A bottle of wine to numb the senses and praying that it will get better tomorrow.
Unable to disappear, too many concerns too much responsibilities.
Sleep. Forever.
