If - Babyface

If a picture paints a thousand words
Then why can’t I paint you
The words will never show
The you I’ve come to know
If a face could launch a thousand ships
Then where am I to go
There’s no one home but you
You’re all that’s led me to

And when my love for life is running dry
You come and pour yourself for me

If a man could be two places at one time
I’d be with you
Tomorrow and today
Beside you all the way
If the world should stop revolving
Spinning slowly down tonight
I’d spend the end with you
And when the world was due

Then one by one the stars would all go out
Then you and I would simply fly away

:(

I'm not happy.

:(

Welcome Monday. Goodbye blues..

Well, since it is monday again. I bet lots of people will be facing the evil monday blues. Maybe some are currently looking out of the 24th floor windows wondering how it would feel to be flying down. Come on, its just a monday. Those who are more optimistic will properly be thinking of lunch break or tea break. Others who are more of a snake eater, will defnly be reading my blog now. So, which are you? Pretty obvious isn't it.

Anyway, i'd uploaded some picts of my saturday to help fight some of these blues away. Enjoy!

At Sommerset TCC for tea n coffee. My date of the day and i.

The zi lian kuan.

Part 1: She could only feast her eyes on his back.

Part 2: Reason being, They are gays.. (Aww... just look at Jason's blissful expression.. Nothing beats sharing a thin chocolate stick with a lover!!) *Sweet*

The black n white..

The thorn among the roses.

My pri sch mates.. SLPS Class of 1995


[Click under Archives Dec 2005 for another pict of SLPS Class of 1995 (taken one yr ago)]

One of my fav song, played by Ella on the keyboard.

Lost...

I guess i do not have any fate with Raffles Place. Or rather Raffles Place has too much temptations.

I went to Capital Square (Note: is K sq not K tower) which is at Raffles Place for an accountancy test today. (Dun ask me what the hell was i doing, sitting for an acctg test when i specialise in finance. Its always like that. The more i try to avoid something, the more i will come into contact with it. Say for example, Economics. My A's econs was one of the main reasons tt drove me to Aust as i was super stressed up while studying for Paper 3 [essay paper in case you want to know] which was on the first day of my A's. So i told myself that i will never ever ever forever do anymore economics subjects. Who knows, Actuarial was under the Econs department. In my first yr, introd econs is compulsory for all so i did it for my first 2 sem for micro and macro. Then in second yr, intermediate macro econs is compulsory for act, so i once again took inter micro n macro econs for the 2 sems. Then in yr 3, i do not have anymore fin subjects to take, so i took an econs subj ie. Competition and Strategy. It was fun, i enjoyed it. But look at me, the more i want to get away from something, the more it will haunts me. So I LOVE EVERYTHING EXCEPT MONEY.) Anyway, back to Raffles Place. After the test, (Note: I walked from RP MRT sucessfully without losing my direction earlier to K sq) i followed the route that i came from. But i was distracted by this infrastructure that i can't remember the name at the momemt. But anyway, i went there before w XY, XL and XY's husband a yr or two ago. We went there for Beef Noodles i recall and i cld also remember tt there was a stall selling iced teh tarik which always has a long queue during lunch hour, so since i was thirsty and hungry, i started walking into that building unknowingly and found the teh terik stall EASILY. But i'd lost my way because i do not know where the MRT is anymore.

So i started walking. I cross the traffic lights when i see one. Turn to the other one when i feel like it and i cld feel myself walking away from RP. Soon, i know i was lost and i was no longer in RP because i could see Capital Tower (Note: Tower, not Sq.) I know i was in Tanjong Pagar because of the mistake i made couple of days ago. So, in the end i give up my pride and make a phonecall to one of the two person i cld think of who is working in TP. One is Hui Xin (Note: Never ever call her if you are lost. Because you will never get her.), the other is Ivan who is my first and last choice. I was given a very good tip. 'You walk either way from K tower you will reach the MRT station. Just that one is further and one is nearer.' So, i know i have a 50-50 chance of walking a shorther way and a 100% that i'm not lost. As long as i walk straight. So i walk. It was a hit on, because i saw Tanjong Pagar MRT just after K tower.

I was just thinking, if we were to have an Amazing Race in Raffles Place, i will definetely lose!

Anyway, before my test (note: It's a grp test meaning that there were about 20 people doing that test) the person in charge gave a brief introduction on the coy. He said that this coy collects data for investing purposes. So meaning that they are looking for pple who can collects data well as well as having a good knowledge. Hence when the test started, i cldn't help but think of Nuruto. Because in the first few episode when they were sitting for a test to get into some special class, they have to sit for a test. If you are smart, you can do all the question (like tt ger) if you have special eyes, you can peep at others answers (like tt guy), if you can get out of your body without anyone knowing you can get your ans from elsewhere (like some of the characters). So, you get my point? Meaning that, since i do not know hw to answer some qns, was i suppose to peek at someone elses answers? Since they are recruiting us to collect info for the coy. Hmm.. Was i right to say that?

The company was impressive. They have a snack counter with candies and chocolate bars. They have a wall fridge which contains milk and all kinda drinks which is even bigger than some of those in 7-11. The working area is really something i'd never see before. They have a recording room that looks like a news recording room. There are plasma tv on the walls showing the current trading news. Each desk have two comp screens on it. Each row has maybe 7 desks. So when you stand at one end and look towards the other, you will see lots of comp screens. I felt like a small little girl who is not exposed to anything at all, like the saying goes 'The frog in the well.' It was a 'wow.......' stand and stare and absorb for 5 seconds the sight infront of me experience. One word: Impressive. (esp the food they have!)

My enemy = Food!

I know everyone cares for me. And i know that i'm overdoing it at times. Maybe i express myself too overwhelmingly hence giving the wrong indication. But that doesn't means that everytime anyone sees something that is edible, they should think of me. I mean, YT is not equal to food. So, stop telling me where and where has good coffee, tea, beef noodles, desserts, cakes, chay queu tiao, BBQ chicken, stingray and the list can go on and on.. Also, dun ask me if i'm interested in going for sashimi buffet, 6 course lunch + wine that cost only $30 because i definitely will be but i can't.

Reason is simple because I AM TRYING TO LOSE WEIGHT by eating less. So i hope that everyone and anyone can coorperate with me by STOP informing me where and where has good eating places. Because i want to lose weight before CNY.

And also, if you are my friend, DON'T say sweet nothings like 'Over your dead body' or 'Hahaha.. You will never be able to do it' and instead encouraging statements such as 'Yes. We have faith in you. You can do it.' will be gladly welcome.

And, stop shaking your head. Because, i can do it. Oneday.

At 4 in the morning..

I cldn't sleep. Once again. It happened yesterday too. Must be that iced teh tarik that i had. Shld stop myself from torturing myself anymore. Because i'm really sleepy. To the point where i fall asleep on the train. I never like to sleep on moving vehicles because of the limited space and because you never know when the driver will pull an emergency brake. But i fall asleep on the train today. I was that tired. But nw, i cant sleep. I toss and turn for an hour or so yet no sigh of Mr Dustman cld be spotted. I gave up and went to watch some perverted cop show which they were showing on TV. It didn't catch my attention for long. Hence here i am, online. But everyone else is sleeping. No one to entertain me. I have to entertain myself. I want to sleep.

Saw this old friend on the train just now. He was already in the train when we got on. Hence he made his way towards us. Guess it is true that glaring can burn a hole in your back. Because i cld feel several pairs of eyes looking at the 2 girls who had just got on and is talking to him. The eyes belongs to his friends. Girls to be exact. He's a ladies man, we all know. But today, i could feel his power, thru the glaring presence that i felt. I told my friend, 'One day we can get killed without even knowing why. Just because we talked to him.' Maybe to protect myself, i should pretend that we are strangers, just to save this small life of mine.

So...

Friends, what are they?

To offer help when asked? Or, to know that you need help without having to ask and to help without offering and sometimes without you knowing.

I met a women who makes me respect her. Who reminds me that the world is not as cold as it is. That there are understanding people around. I think she makes a good friend to others and a perfect mum to her children. She is the mum of one of my tuition kids. I think she is damn POWERFUL!

Some fortune telling thing using chinese name

The link is here: 中华周易网取名算命

命书如下(仅供参考)：

不须劳碌过平生，独自成家福不轻；

早有福星常照命，任君行去百般成。

说明：　　
此命为人品性刚直， 做事公开， 有才能，有机变。不管休息， 六亲兄弟不得力，祖业无靠， 白手成家立业，末运多驳杂， 不能聚财， 好一双抓钱手，没有一个聚钱斗，此命蜘蛛， 结网朝圆夜不圆，做几翻败几翻，只能稳步成家计， 谁知又被狂风吹，初限二十三，似明月被云侵，三十开外恰似日头重升，二子送终寿元五十七岁，过此八十八， 卒于秋天之中。　


基本性格：　　

性情文雅，彬彬有礼，漫不经心且可爱迷人。但这并不是一个时期事事处处都能随和通融的人。他的命运取决于他周围的人，尤其取决于他兴趣的投向。因为他的一切几乎全受感情的支配，而他自己从来不独创什么。美的鉴赏力和艺术才华都很强，但需要有好的火星与金星或火星与太阳方位，或者他的生辰星位是处在一个较强的星座中，这样才会使他的艺术才能真正发挥出来。成功的婚姻是他幸福的基石。　　

他的动力：结合

性格、情感和爱情生活：　　

爱情是她生活中至关重要的大事，她颇有惹人注目的魅力。　　

性格脆弱而温柔，容易相处。有些自我陶醉。生活上她完全依靠她的丈夫，希望他能承担生活中的一切责任。当她独自一人的时候，她会感到茫然若失。通常这种情况不会持续很久，她就会找到体贴、关心自己的知已或好朋友。　　

生活中她需要快乐的情绪，她需要广泛地惹人注目。她优雅的风姿会触动人们的心弦，使人们对她产生深情和好感。这是一个理想的家庭主妇，她能缓冲和调解任何矛盾与纠纷，给家庭生活带来欢乐和平静。但必须不断升华对她的感情，对她关怀备至、体贴入微，不辜负她的情意，才能牢牢地拥有她。还要用永恒的温情去滋润她那颗爱的心灵。　　

如果她不是为了爱情而生存，那么她就会为艺术而献身。艺术会成为她理想的职业，并能使她施展自己的全部才华。不过，要想取得成就，她必须克服闲情逸志的惯性。因为说到底她喜欢“泛”而不喜欢“专”。　　

她的风采和魅力会唤起生辰星位在白羊座的男性的爱的激情。只要他们彼此倾心相与，他们的结合会是幸福的。　　双子座的男性会对她产生好感。他妙趣横生，海阔天空和富有超级幻想色彩的谈吐会把她带入一个梦寐以求的境界。　　她对能充分理解她的宝瓶座的男性会产生真挚的感情和爱的壮举。

And the worst part is:

测测你上辈子是什么人:
根据你的公元出生年月日，经过电脑计算，结果为6, 表示你上辈子是非人类

I wasn't human... I dun noe to cry or to laugh..

(Anyone wanna do a translation for me??)

Another wk..

I'm bored. I need to leave the house otherwise i will never get anything done and this gonna be bad. I want to go swimming and studying but my lappy has such a powerful hold over me that i can't be more than 10meters from it. I need to find a job asap. Sigh.. I need to stop being lazy.

Suddenly remember a pict i took when i was in Queensland on a ship. Someone told me to upload some picts to entertain her while she's working and i think she was thinking of picts like this. But i only have one, so pls make do and try not to get too excited in the office. Maybe it won't even get any effects on you since you have seen more..